Kiss me I'm Death

A continuous fever, aching muscles, sore throat, fatigue and yet these aren’t the reasons why I really hurt.

Jacob F., I like you so much, and I’m sorry that it couldn’t work out. Maybe it was one-sided, however, in which you liked me to a certain extent, and that is okay. So it doesn’t hurt that much for you.

Maricella Olague, you tend to fall in love a lot.

I feel so stupid in letting my emotions get in the way. How weak of me, it makes me sick to my stomach.

I hear that Tom has girlfriend or something, and I’m only happy for him if he is truly happy.

I am happy that I don’t have feelings for him at all. Closure with Jacob was nice.
First time Jacob and I kissed on what it seemed like a potential double date, made me realize that I was over Tom. Completely.

Kissing was nice, but now it’s time to move on.
10 more days to go, I can do it.

Random:
I realized that I love my friends dearly, and I would die for them. Samantha, Michelle, Chimi, Ducky I would die for you guys. I love you guys.

I move into my Studio on June 20th.

<3 and choa.