Prelude

Prelude

We have the serenity to face situations that we have no control over, no room for change. In that being said, it brings forward at times the opportunity to channel ever bit of courage in allowing ourselves to make change for what we believe is for the better, and use wisdom to know the difference. I have taken, great healing in ways that have proved to me with overwhelmingly and frustrating emotions, (that at one point conquered every thought in mind), that when I am alone, I am at my best. I ponder aimlessly at the silly theories of what my life would have been like, had I made different choices, and reevaluate the reality of what I do want, and what I can never have. Dreams, wishes, and goals are my guidance to prosperity in which I know will come in time. In the mean time however, I take great gratitude in fucking up in ways that with pain, suffering and endless longing for closure, I will grow to become the person I have created at present, and will embrace in the future. My visions are vivid and ambiguous until I restore my perspective from conflicting thoughts, emotions, predicaments, and all I can do is walk the lonely roads with horrid winds, sunny hot days, and chilly rains until I can relieve my mind, at last.

When all else fails grab a magazine and drink hot Earl Gray tea to ease the tension.